tying thoughts

A likely change.

2007-09-03T23:02:00.000+10:00

MOVED.
worth a shot

For some unknown reason.

2007-09-03T01:21:00.000+10:00

For every odd reason in my funny bones,
I miss you like crazy today.

To watch your chest rise and fall
To be thankful you're alive
To hear your heart beating
In sync with mine, like one
Promises of forever, just maybe.

You feel like home.

And so here I am
Crying because I wished
I had you to hold again
Watch the sun rise in your eyes
The light fall on your face.

But I know maybe I can't have you back
That even time can't surpass what we had
I miss the me I am with you

Now the sun sets fast and quick
And disappears beyond my eye
I'll take this time
And whatever I have
To say my sweetest goodbye.

W[rap] it up baby!

2007-09-02T11:45:00.000+10:00

So anyway, on Friday night for our very successful homecell down in Docklands, we had a wrap partaye! All the food we had was in 'wrap' form, meaning things like, burritos, sushi, popiah! But unfortunately, we forgot the lapcheong! How can?! We basically spent half the night wrapping our food and putting everything with jap mayo. Ohsoyum. Heh! It was really good fun! (: I tell you, our cell bonds by food. Haha. Ohwell, anyway, back to work. I will upload photos soon of our wrap party.

Ugh.

2007-09-01T15:34:00.000+10:00

It's one of those day, where it's nice and sunny outside, but you're stuck inside with watery eyes, sneezing a billion times a minute, a nose running a marathon or something, throat itching like it's got a bad rash and feeling like it's still winter.

And there's still about 3000 more words to go altogether.

Sometimes you wish that would just stop,
and forget altogether.

Simple, short, sweet.

2007-08-29T23:56:00.000+10:00

To all who made my nineteenth extra special, thank you.

I had a blast today! And the day before.

Most of all, thank You for Your neverending grace.

I think I can...

2007-08-28T15:43:00.000+10:00

...call myself a...

nerd.

If you do bump into me at uni, you'll know why. Hurr. Right Vicc?

Hmmm. Maybe geek sounds better. Harr.

Sunshine!

2007-08-28T08:48:00.000+10:00

Ah yes, it has gotten warmer in Melbourne city. The sun is out practically everyday! Veh nice, veh nice. Hmmm, I'm running out of juice already, it's midsems and the truckload of work is in, but I'm moving along, moving along. And and there are so many other things to do! *Pulls hair out! Holiday, please faster hurry up and come quicker can? Pwettypleeaseee? But for now, I'll be outside enjoying the Melbourne sunshine, if I can. Whoopeedoodah!

Times of refreshing.

2007-08-26T17:58:00.000+10:00

The orange light falls on her face as she steps outside. The chill runs down her spine. Gah. Should have taken out a sweater. But nevermind for now. If she turned her back just once, she would have lost a perfect moment. That's happened too many times.

So she's standing on the 23, like it were the top of the world, breathing in the fresh, spring air. Funny how the seasons past so fast. Summer, autumn, winter, and now spring is in the air. She imagines that a year ago today, she was probably doing the same thing. Time to slow down, take deeper breaths. Closing her eyes, she does just that. Put aside everything else on her mind. Just to stay in the moment.

The sky is turning a deep red, the orange ball slowly sinking beyond the horizon.

It's been a good day. Just me and You.

Wonderful, perfect.

pfingo.

2007-08-25T15:53:00.000+10:00

pfingo is cool!
I am on pfingo.
Are you?

But on a more serious note, those people overseas and want to call back Singapore. It's a great way to save some cash calling back home using VoIP functions and technical stuff like that! (: I've tried it out myself, and it's very clear, plus, you can use your desktop phone to call a home or handphone! Go check it out for more details. And what's best, is that it's free! So try it while you can [click on the 'ilovepfingo' picture!]

Simple songs.

2007-08-24T00:46:00.000+10:00

My heart is glad that You've called me Your own
There's no place I'd rather be
Than in Your arms of love
Holding me still
Holding me near
In Your arms of love

Hmmm.

2007-08-23T19:53:00.000+10:00

I've an essay due tmw, another presentation to work on for Monday, lots of things to do on the weekend, but uh. I'm not panicking. I wonder why. I should head to the shower to contemplate then maybe I will start going nuts when I figure out that I actually have manymany things to do. -Yawn.

Short cut.

2007-08-20T22:02:00.000+10:00

Reflections at Falls Creek `07.
-

From impulsive buys, to major headshot wipeouts, mountain beers, 12 hour sleep cycles... There's plenty to remember, plenty of laughter to keep. That's another season come and gone. We will be back! Bring on 2008.

Nothing compares.

2007-08-20T02:43:00.000+10:00

Here in this place,
Your love overwhelms everything.
I find myself whole,
Just breathing You in.

I'm so lost in You.

Falls Creek.

2007-08-16T13:10:00.001+10:00

This weekend! (: Wheeeee! I'm so psyched! For alot of other things as well! Hehehe! Back in 3!

Hey, hey, hey.

2007-08-14T20:34:00.000+10:00

I love the way fresh flowers smell.

It's a beautiful day(:

Fade away.

2007-08-12T15:30:00.001+10:00

Where I can forget, for just a little while.

Lights, Cameras, Action!

2007-08-11T10:26:00.001+10:00

And it all comes down to this,
I'm excited. I really am!
You are faithful.

Comfortable, familiar.

2007-08-11T09:59:00.000+10:00

The sky opens up over me and you
And you don't seem to mind that we're soaked through
You kiss me in the rain I forget what I'm moaning about
And I know I wouldn't be the same without you

I wouldn't be the same without you
I wouldn't be the same without you

I laugh at my own jokes and what I deem to be clever wit
And you don't seem to mind that I'm so stupid
You kiss me once again and I forget what I'm babbling about
And I know I wouldn't be the same without you

I couldn't replicate your touch or love anyone again this much
But I wouldn't be the same without you

I wouldn't be the same without you

-Brooke Fraser

-

2007-08-10T09:27:00.000+10:00

Do not need something like this
To happen right now
You know the crap feeling you get
When nothing's wrong
But nothing's right either?
Argh.

Found.

2007-08-10T01:28:00.000+10:00

My heart
Is
Still
Seemingly quiet
Intrusive silences
Night time songs
Gone

You.

Little Red Dot.

2007-08-09T01:11:00.000+10:00

Morning comes around and I
Can't wait to see
My sunny island
In its glorious greenery
Whether rain or shine
It is still beautiful
Bright lights shine on the streets at night
Guiding me
Closer to home
To a place where I'll be safe and warm
Where I belong
-

Thank you for being that place for me for this long. Happy Birthday(:

Picture perfect.

2007-08-09T00:05:00.000+10:00

Black-white bliss,
You, I miss.

In this place.

2007-08-07T19:52:00.000+10:00

Our song's playing on the iTunes and I'm cooking up some dinner. My thoughts wonder far, from school work to committments, friends to family, I try not too think too deep. Fact is, you have crossed my mind more than a thousand times already.

Maybe.

2007-08-07T00:05:00.000+10:00

This is sometime soon. Just maybe.

It's one am on a Sunday morning, the streets are dark but far from quiet. People dressed in party clothes, girls in skimpy dresses and skirts with alcohol and smoke on their breaths walk past in drunken stupor. Down the street she walked, alone. The slight drizzle brushed past her face, the air, fresh and cool. Loud music was pounding in the distance, and her footsteps matched every beat as she quickened her pace. Her thoughts are running at a hundred miles per hour, but her heart, her heart is somehow, silent and still. It's peace.

Still, wondering, still, praying.

Places in between.

2007-08-04T18:03:00.001+10:00

She wonders if it's all worth it.

Please be here, and please remember.

Nothing else I want more.

2007-08-04T01:10:00.000+10:00

Take me deeper,
Deeper in love with You.

Down to earth.

2007-08-02T23:36:00.000+10:00

I'm going to keep my feet
Here on the ground,
Just so you know,
I will be around.

S[now].

2007-07-31T08:43:00.000+10:00

Ah, winter bloos.

Wetfloor.

2007-07-30T08:35:00.000+10:00

Catch me please, before I fall.

Sovereignty.

2007-07-30T00:03:00.000+10:00

You're calling me to lay aside
The worries of my day
To quiet down my busy mind
And find a hiding place

Worthy, You are worthy

I open up my heart
And let my spirit worship Yours
I open up my mouth and let a song of praise come forth

Worthy, You are worthy

*Of a child-like faith
And of my honest praise
And of my unashamed love
Of a holy life
And of my sacrifice
And of my unashamed love

-Ten Shekel Shirt

And... again.

2007-07-26T14:54:00.000+10:00

BRB. In 3 days this time. I'll have fluffy white snow photos.

So it has begun.

2007-07-24T23:29:00.000+10:00

While the school sem has started and already the clutter of readings and writing has already taken it's evil shapes, somehow or the other, I still found time, two days in a row, to sit down somewhere and talk. Just talk. With someone of course, lest people find me wierd. The first time at KokoBlack, the second at Gloria Jeans. Oh, downing thick creamy hot chocolate while sitting outside on a cold wintry day with good company.

And now, I'm at home at a decent hour, cooking dinner and eventually settling into my beanbag to do my readings. Harry Potter 7 sits on my desk, very tempting. But I'm waiting till I have 12 hours to spare to finish it all in one shot.

Key word this sem.: Discipline.

Photos soon-ish.

Wanting to believe in more than that.

And...

2007-07-20T02:23:00.001+10:00

Be back in three days. Yes, again. I forsee it to be happening alot more.

Linger.

2007-07-18T23:38:00.000+10:00

The familiar faces, streets that had no names which kept away little treasures of time. Felt just that she was right there, right now.

She sits there, her room, lit by a single lamp. Going through the memories of yesterday.

Feels like tomorrow came too soon.

A silly smile creeps onto her face as she sinks back into the precious moments.

For just a while longer.

As if...

2007-07-18T01:41:00.001+10:00

You could see right through me.

Brown rust.

2007-07-15T22:04:00.001+10:00

When what I miss most is not black and white.

Priorities.

2007-07-13T11:11:00.000+10:00

The price to pay for vision,
Is there can be no one else.

Seek...

2007-07-12T11:12:00.000+10:00

You alone.

Turn around.

2007-07-11T02:34:00.000+10:00

Don't walk away; not now.

It's just about all that.

2007-07-09T01:52:00.001+10:00

Here's your sneak preview to brilliant driving trips, sweet sunrises plus yum breakfasts, long walks and talks, sunny Sydney, Hillsong, veg out seshs, food. Oh goooood food. Amazingly enough, my collection of photos this time round is not alot, but surprisingly substantial. And there are a few stories to tell along the way. My fingers are itching to write again.
So here's to the best company you could have on a trip(: That's all for now.

Roadtrip 2007.

2007-07-08T09:04:00.000+10:00

So, it's another ten days gone. Another 14 till the start of school. Down with the flu bug now. And going right to crash before I start editing and putting up the highlights of our trip. Till then.

Once again.

2007-06-29T01:10:00.000+10:00

I'll be back in about 9days.

Undone.

Don't know why.

2007-06-28T04:06:00.000+10:00

Her heart still goes jump
Brain never stops asking why how when
That fighting wanting spirit never breaks
Hope still retained
It's still a little fuzzy
And more unclear than ever
She doesn't know where
What who
Undecided and messed up
Stuck somewhere nowhere
She can't see beyond there

Shine.

2007-06-26T02:41:00.001+10:00

That if the moon had to run away
And all the stars didn't wanna play
Don't waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all away

When the days don't feel the same
Don't feel the cold or wind or rain
Everything will be okay
We'll meet again one day
And I will shine on for everyone

-Jet, Shine On.

Things to accomplish.

2007-06-26T02:02:00.000+10:00

8. Driving License: Check.

21 at Uropa.

2007-06-23T16:58:00.000+10:00

I'm trying to find the balance between.
-

And have I ever said that small LCD screens lie. Sigh. Not a bad collection for my first attempt at using an external flash. I just need to learn to be consistent. Other than that, I love starting the day with 2hour long breakfast preparations which became lunch and then talking about the most random things. I wonder what empty chairs and empty tables will be like.
On another note, Sydney next week! Seems like quite a while away. But it'll come. Yay.

Believing.

2007-06-20T02:14:00.000+10:00

You can see further beyond what my own eyes and heart can comprehend. Even when my head cannot rationalize anything that has happened, I know that I still can say that You are faithful always. For with You, I am stronger than me.

Like everything else.

2007-06-18T00:30:00.000+10:00

I'm trying my best, I am.
-

More about SanChurros and random walkabouts later. Did I ever mention that drama meetings make me feel very happy? Like that? -Points to the picture. Ah, God is really good.

Daddy's girl.

2007-06-17T22:53:00.000+10:00

Dear Dad,
I'm going to keep it simple, short and sweet. No creative writing essay.
Thank you for being the bestest Daddy ever. I couldn't ask for more.
From the bottomofmyheart,
Iloveyou.

Child like faith.

2007-06-16T00:15:00.000+10:00

And from this, we all know that the innocence of the world has not been lost.

It's Mraz again.

2007-06-14T16:44:00.001+10:00

Just remember the telephone works both ways
If I never hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cos I'll remember everything you sang

You and I both loved

My dillemma.

2007-06-13T03:20:00.000+10:00

Sometimes I totally feel like J.D from Scrubs.

My head tells me to do one thing, but my mouth comes out with the total opposite.

Heart or head then?

Missing messes.

2007-06-12T00:50:00.000+10:00

So I've cleaned the room, making it look spotless, shiny, sqeeeeaky clean sorta, if my carpeted floors could glow, I reckon they would.

The parents have gone back and I am, missing them. It's sorta like they brought a piece of home with them when they were here for the 7+ weeks. I will be back on the sunny island in no time at all.

Back to cleaning up my tornado stricken messy life.

Will post photos soon.

Backlanes.

2007-06-09T23:41:00.000+10:00

Chillax. Now.

20 at Hell[s].

2007-06-08T23:29:00.000+10:00

Terrific night at Hells celebrating Keegan's Original and Unplugged brithday! (: It was wonderful sitting around, chatting and catching up on people's lives since we only do that once in a while. We gotta do a dinner some time folks. Yes? It was so super hanging around the tb-ers again in the little lanes we used to roam, scouting for coffee haunts and quiet little bars.

Hang out again sometime soon? Hope you had a great 20th kBow!

Note to self:

2007-06-08T10:38:00.000+10:00

Stop being ridiculous and stop thinking. Finish the report and...
stop thinking, start working.

Doh.

2007-06-08T02:00:00.000+10:00

I never knew that permission to enrol in a subject and an email from my tutor could bring me such joy.

Dwelling places.

2007-06-07T22:35:00.000+10:00

When you come home
No matter how far
Run through the door
And into my arms
Where you are loved
Is where you belong
I will be here
When you come home

-Mark Schultz

Wrong side of the pole.

2007-06-06T23:48:00.000+10:00

Losing end.

Losing it.

All you need are writer friends.

2007-06-06T23:11:00.000+10:00

"Everybody needs a little time away / I heard you say / From each other...", the music played in a somewhat distant room.

Echoes of echoes stirring within.

And she knew as difficult as it was, it was for the best. And sometimes the best just isn't the easiest way out.

But nevertheless,

Father knows best.

-- from "And She Dreams of Paradise" by the Edditor.

Do you hear her?

2007-06-05T21:59:00.001+10:00

She is running
A hundred miles per hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's every widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

-Casting Crowns

Backlogging.

2007-06-04T17:41:00.001+10:00

When you take time off, it's amazing how drastically your perpective on life can change within that single hour of just being alone and watching sunset.
I'm three down, one more to go. Family time! Wooots.
Oh, one resolution this holiday is to come back with brilliant photos, of people, not just place (:

Re-Reminders.

2007-06-03T15:10:00.000+10:00

Forsaken so that I can rejoice in Your everlasting faithfulness.

You got me through before, You can get me through again.

I know, and I believe.

Sleep cycle.

2007-06-02T15:43:00.000+10:00

I. Shutdown
II. Sleep
III. Stirring
IV. Struggling
V. Sleep
VI. Sunshine
VII. Silence

Primary three.

2007-06-02T13:15:00.000+10:00

I received notice yesterday from Gerry that MrsLauHaoShain or more fondly known as Cai Lao Shi was called home to be with the Lord recently.

Just then, my nearlynineteen self shot back to being nine again. Copying all those chinese words into exercise books with boxes not lines.

I remember Cai Lao Shi always wore a ready smile on her face when she came into class. She enjoyed what she did, and it showed in the way she loved each and everyone of us and cared for our welfare more than our chinese speaking abilities which btw I think I gave most of it back to all my chinese teachers.

You'll be missed Lao Shi, you're in a better place(:

The last time I saw her about 5 years ago when MG Primary moved back, she still remembered my name.

Such is the process of life. I am just comforted to know that I'll see her again soon.

再见, Lao Shi.

Ohmy.

2007-06-02T03:59:00.000+10:00

When I finish my last paper for this semester, I'll be officially be halfway to my degree.

[edit/] It's like 4am in the morning, and I'm about to conclude. But I'm starting to get a little hyper. Hurms. Time to watch House!

Rewind.

2007-05-31T20:48:00.000+10:00

Our song's on the radio
I'll keep pressing rewind just so
I can dance with you
One last time
This is
The way we were

Pen twirls and Stefanie Sun.

2007-05-31T13:23:00.000+10:00

I come back from 33 to find the house entirely silent, save for the random pen drops when a complete twirl cannot be made between the fingers.

不能和你一起
拥有喜乐和悲伤

Hurhur. Emo Chinese songs for a gloomy day. It is raining outside. Perfect weather to sleep after a nice hot bath to wake up but fall right back into that deep hole of inspirationless-ness...
Ok, time to stop indulging. I was wrong about Subway, it's worse. Cereal. Just cereals and milk.

I'm officially hungwee.

Notime, notime!

2007-05-31T11:19:00.000+10:00

So now my brain is all in a jumble and refusing to write academic thingamajits. Oh, today is sucha nice day! Why am I stuck at home rotting away while I sit on my butt all day long trying to churn out an essay of 2000words on research that other people researched which I nitpick to put into my essay and try to sound intelligent to impress my brit tutor so that he will give me H1 with weird facts about chinese cinema that no one actually really wants to know about but I have to make it sound like I know what I'm actually talking about and sound coherent enough so that someone else can relate to whatever.

Well, I think it's Subway for lunch, again.

Stop to find.

2007-05-30T23:13:00.000+10:00

On Wednesday,

I casually walk on by.
To find that you're not there,
I act like I don't care.

Just another number.

2007-05-30T21:51:00.000+10:00

one.
-

My hands struggled to resist the temptation to pick up the camera again and go for a bit of a shoot. The sun fell beautifully on the rest of the world. Decisions, decisions. Should I, should I not? I did, and I won't ever regret it.
So I put down the camera, it's time to focus on what I should be centering my attention on now, You.
He'll make it beautiful again, another day.

Another one of those.

2007-05-28T23:21:00.001+10:00

On Monday,

I tell myself I gotta wait.
Don't rush it,
Don't anticipate.

Feeling small and e[ ]ty.

2007-05-26T11:15:00.000+10:00

Sorry but my heart just fell from ten stories up.
Again.

In the everlasting arms...

2007-05-24T15:28:00.000+10:00

...I know I'm found.

Sunshine baby!

2007-05-23T13:40:00.000+10:00

Can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait!

Road trip `07 +++
Photos galore. Gah. Go away writingstuff. Rawr.

Symphony.

2007-05-22T22:24:00.000+10:00

Melodious perfection.

City lights.

2007-05-21T23:29:00.000+10:00

I've had better days. But I'm living each day as it comes.

Because I know You hold my hand.

Stuff.

2007-05-20T16:17:00.000+10:00

Two words:

Ang tiong.

No picture for today because
I can't see beyond the lens.

Stolen.

2007-05-19T23:01:00.000+10:00

Chasing cars on my own; lost

You teach me how.

2007-05-18T12:17:00.000+10:00

It was a really brilliant day. Talking to people who love what they do, and tell you to do the same. These people have so much insight to what it's really like out there. Plus, I met a few interesting personalities, if you want to know, ask me. So, that's that I guess.

ThankYou.

On bended knee.

2007-05-18T06:30:00.000+10:00

It's been awhile since I've been up while the air is so still and silent, you could possibly hear a pin drop, on carpet. The fog outside has refused to clear up yet and the sun still hides behind dark gray clouds.

Everday, I just need to look up and see You. Cos my circumstances don't matter.
I believe.

Business-y stuff.

2007-05-17T23:32:00.000+10:00

I pray I don't do anything stupid enough to ruin some future oppotunities tmw.

You will guide me forward and will never change.

You.

No words left.

2007-05-17T10:01:00.000+10:00

They don't know I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
Cos deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

ThisisthewayIbreakdownandcry
becausenothingseemstobegoingrightorwrong
forthatmatterandit'snothelpingthatIknowit's
supposedtobethisway
BecauseARGH
I'mgoingforarun

So.

2007-05-16T21:48:00.000+10:00

Been a long day. 'Nuff said.

Second Best.

2007-05-16T12:28:00.000+10:00

She knows what she's promised about emo songs,
Just can't help it
She's got sillysongs and seasonsinthesun

But she wished she weren't ever numbertwo.

Celebration of sorts.

2007-05-15T22:57:00.000+10:00

8.50am, my intercom rings, shrill and unforgiving. I jump right out of bed. Ugh. I'm late. 9.05am, run out of the house, fussed over un-tie-able laces.
9.30am, meets E. and finds out that we've both not done the pieces and he forgets to bring the book.
9.45am, we're at Threshermans picking up some quiche for breakfast with Starbucks on our minds. Strawberries and cream to wake up with and start some work till the next class.

I realised that waking up on the wrong side really sets you in the wrong frame of mind for the rest of the day. Ah, there were people to cheer me up. Plus lunch was good. And David's birthday was such a good time to get away for just a bit. I'm really amazed how God has worked in his life already and we're just waiting for God to do so much more! (: Happy Birthday David.

Look to You.

2007-05-14T22:48:00.000+10:00

I am currently hooked onto a song by Michael Buble. It's a really cute song! Not too sappy and soppy. Again, sorry for the backlogging of photos. I haven't really had the time to do any photography much less postprocessing. So, if I'm not disciplined over the next few weeks, sorry. Work is piling up pretty high. But I will try. Meanwhile...

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times,
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

And when I'm hooked to a song, I really am. You can ask my housemates. Love songs to You are the best(:

Sovereignty.

2007-05-14T08:40:00.000+10:00

my Utmost always knocks me and my worldly thinking down, straight, flat.

In the quiet
In the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret
Of Your presence
I know there I am restored

.pistiselpisagape.

Burningfuel.

2007-05-13T14:34:00.000+10:00

Those days when
Everything and everyone
Seems to take a stab
At something
Of you
Leaves bitterwounds
Guarded hearts
So to scar no more
Then it turns cold
Frozen and empty
Burns like hell
Drives around bends and places
Spaces of uninterrupted darkness
Nothingness
Leave the fullstops and commas
Behind

Rocketman.

Chosen, pegged.

2007-05-12T02:05:00.000+10:00

So I've noted down all my due dates for the final semester assignments. Ahh. It's a little freaky considering the amount of time I have left. Time to sit my butt down and do research huh. Spidey3 was, okay. Only. Well, I had the pleasure of the company of 2 emo boys and another 6 others whose presence was valuable. Singsongs with bottled bitters at heavy table at QV, chilling out, literally, plus security encounters. Such fun shall be put aside for about 3 weeks while we all work at our assignments. Then, it'll be time to again(:

All.

2007-05-11T12:41:00.000+10:00

The cloud cover from yesterday still hasn't subsided. Doesn't help much with the fog all around. It's 5am and the lights are still switched on. In my room, only perhaps. The city sleeps, with blinking lights and sounds of bottles being smashed to the ground. It's cold. And the solitude in silence hits me like a frozen popsicle. I take the three steps to switch the lights off, and the three steps back. In my mind, datelines, words and numbers swirl around my head. Zombies too. Lists form and erase themselves over and over again. Driving, check. Essays, check. Research. Uncheck. Books to read, check. Holiday plans, check. Time with parents, check. Time. Uncheck. Yesterday, today the same God, check.

That's all I need.

Leaved.

2007-05-10T23:11:00.000+10:00

Winter is soon approaching. I feel its chilling finger running down my spine when I wake in the mornings. Which means that soon, it'll take more a sweat-it-out sesh at the gym to get me out of bed. Goodbye to green leaves and hello to bare trees with just brown surrounds. Soon enough it'll be time for flowers to wake up from their deep slumber and it will be colourful, it will be beautiful.

For now, it's me and Mr. Breeze.

Again.

2007-05-10T09:00:00.000+10:00

About an hour,
a 3km jog and abit of a workout,
a banana,
a piece of bread with nutella,
a hot cuppa tea,
and 60 words later,
that's still where I am.

[edit/] I'm at 300 now. Pictures give me inspiration.

Fenced.

2007-05-09T23:11:00.000+10:00

Hmmm, I'm still posting photos from my trip. Anyway, the end of sem is coming up. I'm snuggled into my throw rug from the Bright festival and trying to get down to work. Many things to think about. I should start writing about French Cheesecakes and Effiel Towers. Hurr.

'Hide me in Your love, bring me to my knees.'
My tears will fall because, You.
Voice and hearts will sing, You.
My soul will dwell and wait, You.
Because You,
Love me.
I love,
You.

Sunset dinners.

2007-05-08T01:13:00.000+10:00

Wishing me back to Number 23,
Of sunset dinners on broken benchtops.
Speeding down the highways,
At 100 miles per hour.

Road signs blurred,
Like time whizzed by.

Through the seasons.

2007-05-07T10:05:00.000+10:00

It's knowing that you are fully alive.

Upwards.

2007-05-06T20:02:00.000+10:00

Keep your eyes on the One person who matters, and that's when parallel paths will meet.
Thank you Shen Han for reminding me(:
You are perhaps the twin I've never had.

View from the top.

2007-05-06T17:14:00.000+10:00

Can you imagine the sunrise/sunset from way up here?
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Time to wait for the bigger picture. This is taken from Aunty SuitKit's farm. They've got moomoos and lots of other things like beehives with fresh honey. And she cooks fantastic meals. Amongst all things, I think her view is the most bestest!
Okay, time to get back to city life and start doing homework. Leave the farmgirl dreams behind for a while.

you&i

Perfect peace.

2007-05-05T16:58:00.000+10:00

So I'm back from my 3 day trip. Refreshed, somewhat I think by the countryside. When I mean countryside, I really mean, countryside. I learnt more about the parents, and the hard life of water restrictions and small things that don't matter here in the city, but they matter a whole lot more in the outback. The Bright festival was filled with beautiful colours, which unfortunately was spoilt by the lack of sun. Therefore I thought the pictures would look better in black and white. I think I could spend more time there in the coming months. I had plenty of time to figure things out, to be inspired by the quietness and real solitude of being closer to nature and backtobasics [I slept at like, 10.30pm and woke up at 4am!]

I found out what to do for my next assignment, after this one. More or less anyway.

There's something in me that can't wait to grow up and leave these things behind, grow up a little faster, not having to think so much about complicatedthings like that. And dreams are waiting to take flight.

It's another part that just wants somethingTHATsimple.

Rail road rides.

2007-05-04T16:08:00.000+10:00

Rail road rides leave me
Restless
Reclusive
Time to realise
I'm on the
Real road ride